And the rest is His Story

me:  I was pondering a few days back on my purpose kasi I was kinda sad

to see how parang jack of all trades ako, expert at nothing

 angelo:  awww. why didn't you tell me this?

 me:  haha ehh some things, nahihiya ako sabihin sayo eh

hahaha

 angelo:  :(

 me:  parang I was questioning my value, but I know you find me valuable.

I didn't tell you because I kinda knew what you would say -- and it's much appreciated, don't get me wrong

anyway

lemme finish :)

i write but i'm not a writer, I have fashion sense but i'm no stylist, I like dancing, but i'm not a dancer, and the list goes on

it seemed to me that I always either played second fiddle or the avid fan.

and that made me sad. :(

but today, I was supposed to read Luke 21, but accidentally read Matt 21.

 angelo:  mhmm

 me:  and it was about the widow who dropped 2 pennies into the treasury as her offering

 angelo:  yup.

 me:  and Jesus claimed that what she gave was far more greater than what the tenth of what the people with riches were giving

and Jesus told me that if there's one thing I should work on being excellent at it should be being a witness for Him

because in the end beauty will fade, fashion will die, and dancing or singing would be nothing just acts of praise to Him.

And He did confirm that I do play second fiddle

I play second fiddle to the Master Composer

because when all is said and done, at the end of the day. The rest is His Story in my life, and not mine.

I'm just an actor in a Big movie about God.

and in acting, there are never small roles

It was very humbling

 me:  but at the same time, I felt very secure
 angelo:  or you can look at it as

 we are all just extras in his movies

 me:  especially with my identity

 angelo:  but if there were no extras

there would be no movie

His movie

 me:  and I was reminded of my life verse :)

Galatians 2:20